Fear/Break Loose/

Dear Fear,

I AM TIRED.

The lies.

The negative thoughts.

The “I Can’t”

The “Never will”

Constantly wondering will this ever end.

Panicking during the day and worrying all night. You think you have me bruised up with the suspicions and insecurities. You thought you turned my life into a boxing match with the constant anxiety. But I have something to say to you….

I have the POWER to CHOOSE.

Choices are given everyday in this thing called life. Either I choose to lose or push to win…..

Choose to waddle in pity all night…….or get up and fight

Choose to play the “blame game” for my unfortunate mishaps……or plan to make the perfect comeback

Lose to you or win the battle over you….

So I decide to change my morning mantra with this beast by my side. So let me shout out loud my victory chant:

FAITH is more than a five letter word.

It’s the ammunition needed to knock you out with one punch.

FAITH is the fuel in my tank when I run out of hope.

I thought my past was the end of me but I have the courage now to see a better “ME”

FAITH is the eyes to my future where you can’t sustain in anymore

From this day on, I no longer see my life through the lens of your perspective

FAITH has given me the inspiration to surpass your limitations and succeed in every arena I step into

I AM VICTORIOUS.

I AM STRONG

No “I Can’t” but “I Can”

No “Never Will” but “I Will”

Thoughts of worry has been replaced with the truth;

You think I only know how to be afraid

But watch you now cower to me as I show off my FAITH

Sincerely……Your Biggest Nightmare

Fear has been obstacle for me on this year. No matter what I try to attempt, I was met with Fear. Fear of not being good enough, not smart enough, or worthy of being heard. Fear is like a prison and it keeps you bound from pursuing better. For me, better is getting over the past and not be afraid to embrace my future. I am encouraging you to stand up to fear. Suicide is no respecter of persons and has already taken many lives. Today, make the decision to not allow fear to continue to rule your life. God gave you this ONE precious life so choose to live it to the fullest.