Fear/Break Loose/

Inspiring and encouraging others to break free from what’s holding them back from a great and fulfilling life

She Can Be Free (A Letter To Me)….

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I woke up today thinking what lessons I have to share today. My 20s has disappeared and now my 30s are underway with so much to say about the time I did waste. For a majority of my life, I battled with low self-esteem, rejection and unworthiness. I oftentimes wondered if I connected with people based off my pain and issues? Did I befriended people that struggled just like me, but never felt challenged to overcome my inner battles when I was around them? Did I become comfortable with men that do not desire to accept all of what came with me….my spiritual background, my creativity, my standards? I did not quite grasp what womanhood really meant back then, but now I see that it is taking responsibility. So I am choosing to not repeat history…

In the past, I chose to spend years on receiving “less than” from men that were really broken like me. My heart cried out desperately for acceptance, and I settled for their insecurities. In the past, I chose not to seek out friendships that could have helped me elevate and showed me what real value means. I thought I did not deserve loyalty and love, but accepted whatever people threw at me. I felt comfortable in the box of loneliness while attracting the things and people that were less than who I am. I was not this party girl, sex-acholic, gossiper, or a “nobody” that some people wanted me to be, but I chose to be those things to please them not me. In the past, I piled on those stereotypes of what a woman should be and disregarded how God made me. I have been hurt and push aside because I thought my body was the key. I silence my own thoughts and feelings to make everyone comfortable around me……but today, I decide that my mouth will never stop speaking.

My silence has hurt me, because I was afraid to speak and be free. Now, I decide to allow my heart to breathe…and say the things I need to hear so I can break free from the excuses, mistreatment, and disappointments from people that never valued me. I choose to forgive them of everything and from my heart, I allow them to go free. Now I decide to allow my mind to be filtered….and empty out the self-hatred and rejecting thoughts and release the limitations I placed on me so I can allow my talents to flow freely and live abundantly. Now, I decide to allow my soul to heal….and stand in the freedom that was given to me so I can break free from the chains of the past and strive for the future waiting for me… I am worthy of love, friends, family, joy, peace, and everything God has for me…

I am free….no more chains holding me

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About Me

Hi..My name is ShuCora Walker. No, I am not the woman in the picture, but my words represent people like her. People who love good conversations. People who enjoy sharing their life stories. People who tell the truth to not only inspire but to heal, learn, and grow. I have been writing since my preteen years and found peace in letting my heart bleed out on the paper through my words. The focus of my writing has always been to share stories of triumph, struggles, and faith because God is the reason why I write. I remember at one point that I wanted to take my life, but God deemed it not to be because He still had a purpose for my life. Now, I am using my words to share my life journey so others can learn from it. Yes, one day I plan to open up this platform to other writers so we can continue to learn from different experiences of life. So, this is a space for anyone seeking to live a life of real freedom and enjoy some good moments along the way…


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