“God, I am very hurt by what people did to me in the past. I hate that I had to be the center of every joke and looked over by people that I thought supposed to love me. I hate acting a certain way so I can fit in. I do not feel great about myself and not confident in pursuing my own goals and passion. Yes, I do go to the wrong people to receive love and in return I gave up my body, dignity, and self-respect. Plenty of times I wanted to take my life and wondered if people will care if I try to do that. I want to feel secure and loved but do not know how. Please help…….”
The prayer above is an excerpt from my book “BE”, and within that section I spoke about dealing with the scars. The first step to dealing with the scars is to release them. Be honest about what happened. Expressed your feelings in that moment…..BUT don’t keep holding the pain. Healing can’t come into a crowded space, you have to clear that heart out. I’m all about having real freedom not faking like everything is good. Yes, it may hurt to admit what’s going on in your heart, but peace feels better once you release.
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